Hallways and Key Rings.

For you sister, https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8mn-FFjIbo8 I see your face in my memories through hallways and key rings. I’d pass by your bedroom, see you with headphones on, dancing. I’d go to my room at only age seven and dance to the same beat until age eleven. It was fun, when we took the headphones off, learnContinue reading “Hallways and Key Rings.”

🔆Frozen Son🔆

I come to you as your daughter, Powerful Almighty. You are such a loving Father, all the ways that you smite me. I bow to you as a friend. In search of purpose, to make amends. I truly would never mean to offend…. Maybe simply, reprimand? Time I called you down, you sacred host. IContinue reading “🔆Frozen Son🔆”

While I’m Alive

Inside “The Natural State” I roam in a natural state of divine seclusion where I argue my fate. Within a foggy illusion beyond this blurry mountain range, I keep focus on a town drenched in baptismal acid rains. And STILL, I can see much clearly. Naturally my bones can breathe. I harness the power here,Continue reading “While I’m Alive”

My Witches

A run-on sentence aka…..my mind. Nobody: “Whatcha thinkin’ bout, Steph?” Me: I can’t pin it exactly when I became so lame but I didn’t know I had the keys to this and I really can’t blame anybody for these silent wars that are waged between my brain in the crevices my synapses focus more onContinue reading “My Witches”

Us All Along.

  I opened the double doors to the outside.. The sun is bright First time I saw myself in that kind of light… Backs away further Can’t bear the weight of that steeple..  Fooled the whole time Thinking I was draped in white Footsteps backwards away from the people… No. She’s dark inside..and built byContinue reading “Us All Along.”

Grow on Me- Reblog

My big sister at https://singingovermybones.com/   wrote this…I feel it deeply. After deconstructing, I can still agree with the “good book” on one thing- “Return to the ground because out of it you were taken; you are dust, and to dust you shall return.” https://singingovermybones.com/2019/06/24/grow-from-me/  Grow on Me What will I become? Buried under earth, dirtContinue reading “Grow on Me- Reblog”

I wanna go.

I wanna go somewhere to a place I’ve never been. I wanna stand on my own to breathe the native wind. I wanna break away from everything I have ever known….. I wanna feel the breeze out there to welcome me back home. I wanna hear their sacred hymns dance throughout the leaves. I wannaContinue reading “I wanna go.”

A Saving Grace.

Written last night at bedtime. Life gave me a sucker punch. I wasn’t prepared for it, and man it hurts. I walked outside this evening, a sunny windy evening.. beautiful, but so quiet. With an empty heart and a few footsteps I found myself staring into an empty yard….. Any other day, around this hourContinue reading “A Saving Grace.”

🌟I feel you, Being.🌟

While I’m working on some writing at the moment, I just read an interesting little somethin’….I wanted, NEEEEDED, to share it with you all because well, WOW! Here ya go! -If you were to gather every single pebble of sand from every single beach in the world and count them- the number of galaxies inContinue reading “🌟I feel you, Being.🌟”