Never really good enough.. Another charred path..I critique my own senses in a way that I always knew I would. My doubt is not passive aggressive My doubt burns like black coals coating the floors of all avenues of each personal aspiration… And I stand here nowhere with literal bones for feet. Fragile frames andContinue reading “Embers”
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❤️When she writes to me.❤️
-I recently celebrated my birthday and I’ve been meaning to share what my sister wrote to me. Not only does she make me feel like a QUEEN!🙌 She captures our childhood in just a few words.❤️ I’ll cherish her and this forever. I love you Stacy! -Stephanie Roath, My memories with you are never blackContinue reading “❤️When she writes to me.❤️”
Hallways and Key Rings.
For you sister, https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8mn-FFjIbo8 I see your face in my memories through hallways and key rings. I’d pass by your bedroom, see you with headphones on, dancing. I’d go to my room at only age seven and dance to the same beat until age eleven. It was fun, when we took the headphones off, learnContinue reading “Hallways and Key Rings.”
🔆Frozen Son🔆
I come to you as your daughter, Powerful Almighty. You are such a loving Father, all the ways that you smite me. I bow to you as a friend. In search of purpose, to make amends. I truly would never mean to offend…. Maybe simply, reprimand? Time I called you down, you sacred host. IContinue reading “🔆Frozen Son🔆”
Cemeteries
in the cemetery now I Rest In Pieces I’ll hold my breath and gouge out my eyes to fill your lungs with the air that I breathe. Can’t face your headstone.. I’d rather lose sight. in the cemetery now I Rest In Pieces cut out my heart bleed on her grave every night. I’ll cutContinue reading “Cemeteries”
ebb and flow…
There she goes walking past staring crows. Clocking skulls and crossbones row after row. She can feel em’ in er’ blood, She can hear em’ in her soul, Keep that good book open, Keep your pretty mouth closed. Don’t rock the boat. You don’t have to think, just stay afloat. And listen now girl, don’tContinue reading “ebb and flow…”
Us All Along.
I opened the double doors to the outside.. The sun is bright First time I saw myself in that kind of light… Backs away further Can’t bear the weight of that steeple.. Fooled the whole time Thinking I was draped in white Footsteps backwards away from the people… No. She’s dark inside..and built byContinue reading “Us All Along.”
Grow on Me- Reblog
My big sister at https://singingovermybones.com/ wrote this…I feel it deeply. After deconstructing, I can still agree with the “good book” on one thing- “Return to the ground because out of it you were taken; you are dust, and to dust you shall return.” https://singingovermybones.com/2019/06/24/grow-from-me/ Grow on Me What will I become? Buried under earth, dirtContinue reading “Grow on Me- Reblog”
I wanna go.
I wanna go somewhere to a place I’ve never been. I wanna stand on my own to breathe the native wind. I wanna break away from everything I have ever known….. I wanna feel the breeze out there to welcome me back home. I wanna hear their sacred hymns dance throughout the leaves. I wannaContinue reading “I wanna go.”
