Never really good enough..
Another charred path..I critique my own senses in a way that I always knew I would.
My doubt is not passive aggressive
My doubt burns like black coals coating the floors of all avenues of each personal aspiration…
And I stand here nowhere with literal bones for feet. Fragile frames and broken, but I think they’re healing.…I’ve never spoken how the darkness can give a whole new meaning to the notion that my suffering would by my psalm, my reckoning.
Never really good enough….
FOR MYSELF, honestly.
The love I give and the life I have received… These thoughts can be wicked carving canyons fucking deep.
Now scarred behind my eyes and it’s difficult to see….
I’ll echo words off sharpened rocks, vibrations beneath are humbling. Because I know the climb is hard but I’ll still do it silently, with no one watching, I’ll burn embers, keep the light in sight I’ll breathe.
The devastation could be endless, the floor could rupture, collapse on me.
I’ll keep this power as my secret-
In myself, I’m manifesting.
🖤 Steph's Poetry and Such🖤 
“Never really good enough FOR MYSELF, honestly”
Story of my life. Chapter 26, pg 18
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Me too. I absolutely feel ya, love.🖤
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welcome back. you have been gone far too long
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Buddy!!!!! Thank you! I’ve missed my blogger friends so damn much! Been goin through some difficult times… But I’m back now! 🤗🤗
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im sorry you have had some hard times. sending you good vibes!!
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Then all of the sudden—voilet! shes back! Missed you
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Jim!!!! Missed ya!!! You know I’m irresponsible!! 😋😋😋
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Yes you are! Curious, does the tone of your post have anything to do with sis’ and her recent post?
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No it doesn’t. I’m a spiritual person but I AM NOT religious. Lol
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You are what you believe you are… be great! Be the Daughter, sister, wife,mom mom and artist you’ve envisioned. Be happy at the end of the day that you did your best. 😘 and on those days when you fall short, there’s always tomorrow!
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Very well said. ❤️❤️❤️
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Keep the power, keep manifesting… 🙂
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