Quick question here.
WHY WON’T I SHARE MY BLOG TO MY PERSONAL FRIENDS AND FAMILY EVEN THOUGH I WANT TO?????😫😩😩
So I’ve always enjoyed writing poetry and short stories but I’ve never been quick to share. In fact, I was a Fine Art’s Major for three years and I never shared any of my work. AND IT ISN’T TERRIBLE! Lol
I’m the same with my writing and my blog. It’s almost like, it’s my private little world. I have this wonderful community of bloggers who enjoy deep thinking and enjoy delving into poetry, creative writing, and life’s questions and I’m so grateful for it. When they (you all) share my work, I’m so excited and appreciative, it literally brings tears to my eyes! ..yet I myself don’t want to let people (friends and close acquaintances) in on it! Why??
No one is even waiting for it so why do I feel pressure??
Maybe the word is anxious.
I think I feel anxious to share because although I’d love for people to know this side of me…I don’t know that I’m ready to share it with them.
Sooooo “Honestly, what’s the big deal??” I ask myself. “It’s a small portion of your heart.. your writing and poems.
I enjoy sharing it with people who appreciate it I guess. Ahhhhh, see, I’m arguing with myself right now. And for real, when I say “sharing” I mean posting my damn link on my Instagram and THAT IS IT!!! SO Why am I so hesitant to do that tiny thing I want to do sooooo badly?? It’s a never ending shower argument, “Share because this reason! NO! Don’t share it because this reason!”
What Am I waiting for….
My question is: Have any of you guys experienced this fear as a blogger?
How did you put it behind you?
Do I just share my work and finally exhale?? Or keep working in private, my little safe haven?
Any feedback is appreciated! Again, thanks for reading! Have a wonderful weekend friends!!